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No, it isn't, Bertolt.

I mean, you talk to people about it, right? You're not just doing it without asking if it's okay? Using a safe word or the color system?

If you're doing that, checking to make sure it's okay and using a safeword, then it's fine.

I don't know why Armin is acting like that, but he's the one in the wrong here, not you.

ive never choked someone before i just, um...
ive only choked myself when i'd go down on someone but when its like that i know i can just back off and well...
i didn't think it'd be too bad to really try it, like... maybe someone could show me how to do it right or something.

and ive only used a safe word once but it wouldn really work for some of us. it works for hange and i but otherwise ive only used the color system with thomas but he never choked me before.

i didnt think anything like that would happen i|
gods marco is there something wrong with me ive never had anyone really... ive never had them react like that.

Yeah, that's what I've done with it too, mostly. I've had Thomas restrict my breathing, but it wasn't really choking, it was just a light thing. Usually, though, it's using my mouth on someone and doing it that way.

And that's why you can talk to people, set up safewords. That's what they're there for, you know?

You wanted to try something different.

Bertolt. There's nothing wrong with you for wanting to try that. I don't know what's up with Armin, but what he's saying? That's not right. There's nothing wrong with you.

maybe its a sign i shouldnt try anything different then.
if its going to get reactions like that then i dont want to do anything different.

Bertolt, no.

You wouldn't have tried a lot of the stuff you already had if you hadn't done different stuff. Like the things with me and Thomas, and Jean and I.

Did any of that feel bad, or wrong?

It doesn't matter what Armin thinks. Armin's being an idiot.

not with you guys.

he used to be one of my best friends.

Then it's not bad. If it feels good, it should be okay, Bertolt.

...I know. I thought he was one of mine, too.

...can i just stay in my room today?
i know i always try and come down to sit with you and jean and sasha for dinner but
i think i lost whatever appetite i had.
i feel disgusting marco.

...Okay. If you want to stay in your room, you can, okay?

You can stay in our room too, if you feel safer there.

Bertolt. You're not disgusting. If you think you are - well, then I guess I'll be disgusting too.

are you sure?

...dont drag yourself down with me marco
please
youre better than me

Yes, I'm sure.

Bertolt. I'm not dragging myself down. Both you and I are fine, and Armin's going to get that through his thick head soon.

come to bed when you're done then? just for a little.

and dont do anything i wouldnt do. please.

Okay. I think I'm starting to get a headache, anyway, so I'm going to take some pills and a nap, if you want to join.

I'm not doing anything, Bertolt. I promise.

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we can do what i do when i get headaches
i always pull a blanket over my head and i can rub your temples a little

okay.

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